Over the past few months, I have changed. And it's been noticeable, along the way. I think the first time I noticed was when I made a move on a guy I really liked, and when he ignored me days after I called him out on it. I would never have done that if it had happened earlier (which, I think it had). I would've just let it pass and we would've stopped talking. But I didn't let it blow over; I reached out and said it was dumb and he needed to be honest with me. Now we are friends.
I think that after having my heart broken, it changed me. It hardened my heart, to paint a picture. I am put back together, but in every situation I say to myself why wait. just get to the point because nothing is ever as it seems.
Even with dating, I just think of it as a waste of time. Why bother? Why do this whole process, is it worth it?
I'm getting better
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