Heavy

I just read through some old posts, and god.  It hurt.

Obviously I know myself well - and I (and I'm sure someone else too would be able to) notice how somber and .. heavy my old posts pre breakup and post breakup were.  It hurt to read, to read how I hurt.  To see it so vividly in writing.

I have come so far since November 2015.  I can't believe it's been that long. And it's been since October 2016 that we talked.

Now, here I am, crazy about some other guy which I never thought would happen again.

I still every now and then have nightmares about G.  I call them nightmares because I always wake up like, gosh again Tiffany? After this long?

There's one person I would consider being exclusive with and he lives on the other side of the country. Nice job, Tiffany.