After I went on a run this morning, I came back home and I felt so, so sick. I thought I was going to throw up. I needed to lay down, and rest. So I did, and there are 2 things i remember right before I dozed off - it was like pre-dreaming, but it was still something i want to document since this whole week has been pretty shitty for me.
source: dreammoods.com
Meatballs
To make meatballs in your dream, indicate that a new idea is forming or a new project is taking shape.
Lace
To see lace in your dream, points to your sensuality and femininity. Alternatively, it denotes tradition and old fashioned ideals. Perhaps you are being overly practical in some area of your life.
I think I am being overly traditional. I agree, and that's where my new idea forms. Hey, if someone's dating someone and they can't stop looking at pictures of hot girls saying, "I just couldn't believe I went to high school with this *swimsuit* model" (sorry, Had to asterisk that because I was lead to believe she was into lingerie, but clearly I didn't look hard enough like someone else did.). If people can do that in relationships, then so can I! I am going to live more freely. I will not be "tied down". God, I'm not even married. I should be enjoying life, not acting like a settled down married wife when her "husband" is too busy looking at hotness on the web. Whatever. I'm definitely going to focus on more Me this summer, because I have definitely, lost who I am this past year or so. Writing is helping me right now. I think (or would like to think) I will be okay. Summer will be good for me. Food will be. Exercise. Fun. Life. Ah.
xox
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