Mexico, again

Well my family has ventured again to Puerto Penasco (Rocky Point to Americans) for Memorial Day weekend. right now I can actually say i am BORED!

To Update, I am getting a root canal done tomorrow. To explain it short, my previous dentist in Arizona completely screwed up mine and the rest of my family's mouths. Really, though. But hey these dentists here are finding all the faults and they are miracle workers! And hard workers too, amazing!

My sister was especially immature today. I guess really she is just immature overall. Very. She was upset that I wanted to put on lotion to be smooth in the pictures we were going to take on the beach, so she stormed away and goes, "You better not put that stuff on, or else we're not going." Um, seriously? Yup it happened. So I was thinkin SCREW that, I will put on whatever the hell I want to put on. You know? So I did. And she went and got my mom, and I was no longer allowed to be in the pictures. Later though my mom yelled and made me come over to be in pictures. Sooo, to be even more immature, Later when we were looking at pictures by the pool she decided she wanted a picture by the pool. She goes, "take my picture by the pool." I'm thinkin, jeez you could've asked a little nicer so I said, maybe if you're nicer! She flipped a b*tch.. She said she was going to delete all the pictures she took of me. And I thought she was kidding, but today at lunch I took a picture of my mom and her together and I looked through them and she actually did! She deleted the pictures of me. I was so appalled, and I thought she might be a little more mature than that. Oh, well. Yes, that is my 21 year old sister for you...

Today was a pool day. I got extremely bored, too. I can't be at the pool all day, it sucks! That's why I enjoy fake tanning (even if it's bad for you I KNOW!!!) because the results are so much quicker and I hate laying out all day. It's so boring. I'd rather go on a hike, or rock climb or SOMETHING!

Last night I was supposed to go out and party and stuff with my brother and sister, but my sister and I fell asleep too long *napping*.. haha. We were way too pooped from the sun! I'm trying to think what else we've done here... there's been some pretty random conversations going on here in regards with family... Let me see if I can pull up a snippet of what I shared with Tyler in a message :

Gooood mornin. I woke up early and went down to the lobby, and in the process woke up the rest of my family so i do not have as much time as I would've wanted on here. By the way, wish Kyle congrats for me. Sorry I wasn't able to be there for his graduation. I was planning on going to the graduation because, well, for obvious reasons. but then my dad switched the mexico date. WOW. what a day that it's been. I told my brother all the stuff that's been going on in my life while him and i were waiting in the front of the hotel for my dad, mom and sister... how they won't let me and you hang out really and stuff. and then he was going nuts. and then somehow at dinner jason was saying something about the way they're treating me is.. and wouldn't finish his sentences because he couldn't believe what was going on. And something about curfew came up and that literally sent him over the edge and he was like YOU STILL HAVE A CURFEW?!! ARE YOU SERIOUS!!??!?!?!?!?!? and I was even shocked how much this erked him. and my dad was like "Don't look at me, I'm still in Tucson..." (like he isnt' the one texting me at 10 asking where I am) and my mom didn't even say anything. It really helps to know that I'm not just one of those kids that is like, "MY PARENTS ARE SO MUCH HARDER ON ME AND DONT LET ME DO ANYTHING!!" - but really the parents do and the person is just a spoiled brat. This, I actually got as assurance that in fact my parents are indeed much harder on me. and the fact that my brother was so appalled - I think it helped. and even I asked my sister in the bathroom something and I told her to admit that mom and dad are harder on me, and she was like "they're hard on me too. i just spent my entire life trying to be the perfect child." and then i was like BUT tell me if you actually notice if theyre harder on me. And my sister FINALLY. finally admitted it! my GOD! I couldn't believe it. That is great fuel now for when I want to go out or something, haha. I don't know what to do anymore. I do feel a little less crazy of a person now than I did a week ago after all of this. My family has been on some crazy topics too on the way down here, and just at dinner and stuff. 

my brother thinks my mom needs therapy too. he thinks our whole fam could use it. i brought up the idea to my parents and I TOLD you they wouldn't care! 

So, that was a bigger "snippet" than I thought. But that is a big update of conversation that happened to be going on here. I am really enjoying my free time as I can, but at the same time I'm stressing out about school next year. I'm not quite sure what I want to do with my life. Heck, I just want to be happy. I want to be happy; I want my family to be happy and accepting of my choices, and I also want to just be HAPPY!. Wanna travel with friends, anyone. I just want to RELAX! Can college be over yet?!

I guess that's it for now, until I can think of something else. OH!!! Yes! I am going to be spending some time with one of my closest friends Melissa soon (SHOUT OUT TO YOU GIRL HEY!!) and I cannot wait. We're gonna have such a good time!