Also....I hate that I tend to just blog when I am feeling upset. I know it is really the biggest outlet of relief for me besides music, but god why does everything on here have to be so whiny and complainy all the time.
On a happier note, I think my spark for violin is coming back.
And today a pro-level dancer told me to keep dancing, and he could see me going pro-smooth. Like wow. That was absolutely amazing to hear. It felt really nice for someone completely unbiased to just come up to me and tell me that, genuine with no ulterior motive. There is someone that believes I can do dance. Someone that doesn't know anything about me; they just see my passion for it on the floor and can recognize that it definitely is rough but it can grow to something pretty big.
That was just a cherry on top of my sundae (Sunday heh) for me today.
Today was also the beginner's comp for my dancesport team at school and I got my experience at judging. It was so much fun. This girl that was in my level 1 class a few years back who resurfaced told me today that in the bathroom during comp that she heard girls in the bathroom talking about me, in a good way. These compliments really couldn't have come at a better time. I am glad my hard work is paying off. And I am so thankful to have Gabi as my dance partner. He puts up with so much.
After the comp I hung out with some of the dds boys and it was like, gosh. such a good time. There are some crowds where I just feel like the fucking funniest person on the planet. And I love those crowds... they are confidence boosters haha.
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